There is a moment when you feel so low & vulnerable.

When you suddenly feel like everything starts to go against you.

Mixed feelings. And I don't even know how describe those things. Scared? Yes, I am.

"Eh. Chill la weh. Exam tu bukan Tuhan"

Ye, tahu.
Tak sikit pun aku menidakkan. :')

When I look at my parents, seriously dude, all the things that I wanna do in my life is to make them proud.

They don't tell me to go get 4.00 for them. They don't push me the limit that they know I am not capable of. They don't say anything.

"Kau ni apa la syahirah. Kau ingat dapat good result je ke yang boleh buat mak ayah kau happy?

Banyak lagi weh.

Tolong la jgn sempitkan pemikiran kau tu."

Ye, aku tahu.
Serious aku tahu semua tu.

I just wanna make them proud. I want them to look at me and say :

"Hey, that's my girl'

After what they have done to me, I can't just let them down. It's not the matter of good grades or what so ever. It's a matter of how you gonna pay for all their loves & sacrificed.